The doctor suggested that we took her off the life support system.
So my grandmother left us at about 10.45am yesterday.(6th October).
In my opinion, she’s already left us on Monday.
We stood around her, talking to her while catching glimpses of the declining levels of her heart rate, blood pressure etc.
I find it so hard to believe. We’re cremating her tomorrow already; having the coffin in the house for too long gets too depressing.
It’s a shock to everyone.
I don’t think it’s her time to go you know?
But at least she’ll be accompanying my grandfather.
I walked out of a bakery in Taipan today at about 12.45pm and this really good looking guy in a sandwich board passed me a stressball promoting Maxis’ latest package. Truly an angel from heaven. What perfect timing for a stressball.
Praying makes you cry. When you pray, you look at her photo. When you look at her photo, you think. You think about the past, you just cry somemore.
At least phone calls will not be a nauseating experience any longer.
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Posted on October 7th, 2005 by Jayelle
Filed under: old blog
Jayelle Oct 15, 05 Delete
lilian: i hope they are, i hope they are. we’ve cried enough..:)
lilian Oct 14, 05 Delete
Oh dear, I am so sorry to know about this. I know both of them must be real happy to be together now. But that’s a lot for you and your family ya. Take care, dear! Tears are good. Cry all of them and the sun will rise again, as usual. *hugs*
Jayelle Oct 10, 05 Delete
crazy: thanks. we’ll try.:)
pingz: i know they are.
lydia: thanks for the consolation.
bren: =\ we will. thank you.:(
bren Oct 10, 05 Delete
These past few posts have been really sad. :/ My condolences to you and your fam. Hang in there girl. *hugs*
lydia Oct 09, 05 Delete
as i said in ur previous post, stay strong yeah gurl? ur grandparents live forever in ur heart, in ur memories. take care.
pingZ Oct 09, 05 Delete
so sorry to heard bout grandma… but i’m sure both your grandparents reunited and will be watching you from heaven
Crazy Oct 09, 05 Delete
girl, my deepest condolences to you and your family.
take care and cheer up!!
Jayelle Oct 09, 05 Delete
joce: i hope she knows.
joce Oct 09, 05 Delete
take care girl. at least you know she’s not suffering and she left peacefully knowing you all care and love her. plus having you guys all by her side. sorry girl.
Jayelle Oct 09, 05 Delete
phaikwah: we will, thanks.
^.^: thank you so much.
krystle: it has been alot. thanks.. thanks.
liss: yeah, i am. but it hasn’t sunk in yet, you know?
anonymous: you are right. i need my family so much in times like these.
c.ho: she was. she was.
c.ho Oct 08, 05 Delete
shucks.. i’m so sorry to hear that Jo. It is a real shocker. Your grandma was quite young too:(. All the best.. Hugs.
anonymous Oct 08, 05 Delete
People actually think lightning wouldnt strike twice at the same place,but it does,no words can justify your loss,asking you to cheer up is like making you a emotionless soul.Just when you think you are at the lowest point of your life,it gets worse..(God can be unfair,and He loves them more than you do,if you believe that He is up there).Be strong girl….the pillar of strength is your family,take care..
liss Oct 08, 05 Delete
two doting grandparents will be watching their sweet lil jolene from heaven.
hugs girl.
do hope u feel better already.
kRystle Oct 07, 05 Delete
godbless.
hey girl…. sorry to hear about everything dats been hapening to you. U’ve really been tru alot. I know how u feel so take care alrite? u’ve got lots of us here for you!
^.^ Oct 07, 05 Delete
heyz , elo, juz wanted to say my condolences to u and ur family although we do not noe each other… cheer up kayz
phaikwah Oct 07, 05 Delete
hey dear,am really sorry to hear about this,take care of yourself and family and try to cheer up k?
*hugs*
Jayelle Oct 07, 05 Delete
bubble: thanks for the kind words.:| I know. thank you.
munsta: thank you, ..
uncle giant sotongs: sometimes life sucks
collete: ah, thanks..
willwolf: that’s our only consolation. yes, thank you.
morticya: thanks
expectation: i’ve been doing that alot.
zeroimpact: it’s so difficult to forget them.
zeroimpact Oct 07, 05 Delete
I’m not gonna say I’ve been there & I understand…
Made me think of my past too…
But let time heal your wounds, think of more positive thoughts.
Be strong and stroll along…
You’ll get better in time…
expectation Oct 07, 05 Delete
awww, i almost teared.
morticya^33 Oct 07, 05 Delete
*sayangs*
Willwolf Oct 07, 05 Delete
Both of your grandparents are finally together again. Don’t be sad. Chin up ok?
colette Oct 07, 05 Delete
i’m really sorry bout what happened.Deepest condolences.
Uncle Giant Sotong Oct 07, 05 Delete
Waaaa…! *sob*
munsta Oct 07, 05 Delete
i am so sorry to hear about your grandma too…deepest condolences to your family.
bubble Oct 07, 05 Delete
hey sweetie. cheer up. you’ll get used to it somehow. i bet they dont want to see u sad either. my deepest condolences. take really good care. much lurve to you. mwah.