The more I say to you,
You smile and look away.
The more I try to reason,
You won’t listen to what I say.
I fear that the more I say,
Will cause you to resent,
But I seem to be losing,
This person I called my friend.
Who are you becoming,
I’m trying to know,
For all that you’re doing,
What are you trying to show?
Sometimes I hate myself,
For this mindset of mine,
But I cannot find it in me,
To see you step over the line.
Do I want the people I hold dear,
To always play it safe?
I do not want to appear,
Like I want you to behave.
You call what you had,
Akin to a ball and chain,
Given temporary freedom,
You forgot what you once abstained.
Posted on October 25th, 2006 by Jayelle
Filed under: Emo
I see you took alot of effort to put the names of bloggers. Not bad for a dentist. Keep up the hardwork!
jo: heheh thanks. abit tedious tho.
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You got the feeling too? My GF too!!! She is complaining that I’m like disappear from her world after I fly to UK…sigh…dunno what to do now…
jo: um yeah:) but this is not about my boyfriend.
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hi. oh gawd, you do poetry too? im not much of a poetry person but its good that you can generate your feeling through words. i usually express my feeling through my cranky mood and occasional silent treatment from the society.
jo: hahaha i’ve been doing poetry even before i could do essays and articles. yup. always comes out nicely if i’m really feeling what i’m saying. sometimes my poetry are just bull because they are fiction. lol, emo person u are.
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he who eat the chilli feel the hot hot
ahem. jest aside. simple words for a simple truth. *hugs*
jo: *hugs* but i still love the girl very much because of her ever understanding and tolerant nature towards her friends who have their own skewed school of thoughts.
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